It’s as if I have a constant need to explain myself.
Lately I’ve been writing a lot; usually, I write technical stuff, but maybe letting my thoughts flow (beyond just through photography) isn’t so wrong.
I’m sorry for those who endure me and are reading these words, but, as I said a few days ago, I’m trying to smile more often.
Over the years, I’ve adopted the mask of a fool as a defense mechanism in all kinds of social situations. I keep doing it.
I think I’ve shown my true self to very few people; maybe I’m even a little proud of that.
I’m afraid of being judged, so it’s easier to let them judge the mask.
Could this be why I often feel alone in a crowd?